He was wondering both, still unable to grasp either side completely. It hurt his brain just thinking about the fact that it was possible, let alone that humans would do this to each other. Then again, who was surprised with the Games having lasted this long?

"They said that here. I heard but I just... I don't get it. Why... How do I know..." It was pointless to keep questioning, wasn't it? The same doubts would linger for as long as he remained stubborn.

"That night you were talking about," he began slowly again, looking up at her. "We were... in your room?" A small detail he needed confirmation for.